gettin careless

last night i was taking the kid to scouts and forgot my phone on the bed. Not a problem you say well if the gf should have texted me all the wife would have to do is look at it. and the jig would be up. kind wished it would be and then we could all move on. but the wife who i think is turning a blind eye anyway would not do that. still when i got home there was a text 'night night precious" how the fuck would i explain that. fuckit if it happens it happens. still plannin to off myself with drink and band ties on the 15th of april. if the voices in my head dont talk me into it first
INSANE BASTARD