I don't no what I'm doing anymore I work I go do things with t fam, gf ,bought t wife a new car but it's like im sleep walking. I spend much to much time thinking about yet another woman same mo same pattern insane bastard

tired yesterday and the gf hada work so i went back to my house and took a nap got up ate dinner and watched a movie and went to bed

INSANE BASTARD

dont know if i am just goint through teh motions with the gf anymore or not. kinda feels like it like im just biding my time to dump her but dont want the tears and drama that goes with it the sex is just ok lately

started on the caddy with mec this past weenend.

keeping the band ties closer than ever

DUMB ASS INSANE BASTARD

nuts

hurting again
INSANE BASTARD

Hope u die Luther fucker
InSANE BASTARD

wow just had it out with my boss and thought of offing myself. its my answer to everything in my head lately. prolly should go and get some help but i wont just keep doing what im doing untill outside forces make me change.... or i get drunk

INSANE BASTARD

gona stop at the 1-11 and buy som wine guzzle it and and show up at the gf house drunk

INSANE BASTARD

vacations

gota put in my app for time off soon. just keep hearing the voices do everyone a favor and do the deed so others can get on and make plans for the rest of there lives. do it do it do it do it do it do it do it doitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoit
doitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoitdoit

do it you fucking
INSANE BASTARD