17 August

 Passed the camera at 6:57 am. 

I feel very small and hate myself very much. 

The goal post continues to move. I’m never going to be thin enough look good without a shirt on or treat her good enough for her to be satisfied. Everything just never seems good enough. Probably all in my head but at least I haven’t blown it off yet. 

Pump Pb&j smoothly after.