suicide

every single day i think of a way to off myself. every day i lay in bed hating my self and not sleeping cause i didnt do it.
hate insanity
WHERE IS God IN ALL THIS? right where i left him right where i walked away. He is easy to find just turn around and hug him. His arms are open Jesus will forgive me.

i cant do it i cant forgive me so i walk toward drinking descruction and death.

INSANE BASTARD