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Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Feeling different

I once was laid off foe a little over 4 years. I took various jobs but one was a real job good pay benefits but during the interview process my late wife and children were visiting her parents. I was drinking very heavily .the whole time I worked there over a year I was in a fog living and going through the motions of husband father etc. I was just biding my time until I could get back to my permanent company and I did and lifer went on I was "home" back to the real company and job . Through it all felt like I was alone. My new marriage feels kind of the same. I'm alone just filling time until I can return to the real wife I married 26 years ago.

But she's not coming back,is she?

I need to embrace the new life I've begun . It helps that I think I really do love my Princess and she loves me. Clear the fog somehow and get busy living or get busy dying. Move quote I know but it kinda fits dint ya think?

Still insane
BASTARD

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