Am I Still

Am I still getting married yes
Am I still a bad speller     Yes but auto correct helps a lot
Am I still suicidal             Yes

It will be a year soon still cry......but not as often.
I'm trying not to be such an insane bastard almost fucked up bad  while in fla. bs-my way through that.
Rode to work yesterday +4*f had the right gear the right tires the spare battery, good ride
Maybe I should get som pro help?
6 weeks until I get married
Am I still Still insane ?
Am I still still a bastard?