Just updating

 I’ll try and put some thoughts together soon 

Were to begin after such a long time. 

Well to start my life is great princess is wonderful and at 130lbs I’m in as good or better shape than all my adult life.  Then t dark thoughts come outa nowhere and t waves knock me down. I get back up and say I’m okay and on the surface i am. In o deep dark hole though things are a mess.