at the risk of something... dont know what im going to post for the record im feeling a little better lately not coughing as much and needing my inhaler less. the only thin im doing different is gargaling when i brush my teeth. i read that someware. so im trying it. as the saying goes i'd piss on a sparkplug if i thought it would do any good

on the inside though i still think about killing my self everyday

i went to the gf yeaterday after work we ran som errands and ate som dinner and fucked our brains out.

insane part is i came up with the idea for celerating our 25 wedding anniversary with the wife made a list of things to do and everything

INSANE BASTARD