Christmas Norman Rockwell perfect as far as fam is concerned church present s dinner all that shit . Now I go to the gf and her son is coming over and I'm in the bar car park waiting for him to go. Why wtf am I doing I just don't no any more.
Called my dad he's ok warm at least if not a little lonely at times.
I hate you kill yourself already and put an end to it all.
INSANE BASTARD