My dad looks so frail now he still has a good grip but he can't even get outta bed before shitting himself. Do I pray for him does God care or is it necessary to follow the natural laws in place forever. In that case he should be dead already. Guess I should just enjoy the extra time medical science has secured for him. I've made piece with him staying or going. Heaven or just cease to exist can't get my head around either idea anymore. As a catholic I should not have any doubts but I do.
FUCKING INSANE BASTARD