birthday

I offered to take the wife out to dinner for het b'day but she wanted Chinese take out. It tasted bland . Got her a n iPad she seems to like it can't get the keyboard or mouse to work but I'm sure we will. She seemed to have good day.
Took dad out for haircut toenails trimmed and we showered and shaved him he looks good now not quite as old and used up.
brother and his fam coming over tomorrow
 want to kill myself
fucking insane bastard