Was just making my bed. Only the second time since she passed. Yuk ! One of the things that frustrated us both was making the bed so she did it mostly. Anyway I saw myself in the mirror and realized that through no decision work or effort of mine I an no longer a cheating asshole of a husband I'm not proud of my past but I'm determined to be good husband to my now gf turned fiancé I gave her the ring. I just want to be a good husband take care of my Princess, do right by my boys and take care of my dad. Just want to be a whole lot less of a INSANE BASTARD and just a regular insane me.