well we all know im a bastard by now but really to let the lies go on and on and on is really not even...( cant think of a word here but i am kinda stuped remember ) went to the gfh last night we rode bikes showered and i cooked dinner did dishes after too. then we fked she wasent going to cum so i begged her to let me eat her really its the fastest way to get it all done and over the quickest she had a really big O and i got off as quick as possible hugged for an hour or so and i went. got home cralled in bed with the wife while my insides felt like acid was eating me up.
Where is God in all this? Waiting for me to come back to him im told. but how still thinking of ways of offing myself gun knife carbon monoxide or just cross the median on the freeway naa that would inlvove someone else and that would even be worse. a bridge abutment at about 120mph thats an idea!
BASTARD