i ghess theweekend went well by cheeting and sinning standards.i got to the gf hause and it took me a while to get my head on straight but that didnt stpo hwr fron fucking the snot outa me 20 min after i got there. she rode and she sounded like she had a real good time. o yea i ate her shaved puss before we fucked and thatmusta got har all worked up. slept like a stone and she did me again in the morining and then cooked me the uglyest pancakes i hafe ever seen they tasted good though. we checked the weather and were getting ready to go cycling and she poped out some porn pics she took of herself wow got me all hard so did her again. we walked her dogs rode our new bikes and stoped at the home center to order her new kitchen. got a cooked chicken at the store and ate dinner hugged and read till i left about 10:30 pm.
got home and cralled in bed with the wife and slept nicely woke up in time to shower and go to church with everywone. puttering around later in the afornoon and we ended up doing the nasty and having a little nap pissed around for the rest of the day. gave the boy a haircut and.
my stomach started to hurt ive hade it before but it really hurt. went to the gf and my stomach felt like it had stones in it i left in an hour or so and went home and aganozied on the couch till bed time and went to sleep feel fine this morning.
still think of ways to off mysely all the time just kind of a running dialog in the back of my head all the time. no currage to do it though.

BASTARD