could sombody just shoot me. i hear about shootings and random killings tornados floods car wrecks but do any of them happen to me noooooooooooooooooo fking way.
gonna take the day off tomoro valentines day and spend it with the gf. why i dont know just more fking and bullshit.
juat feeling like offing myself again lately dont think about drinking much but when i do it is the serious backsliding kind of thoughts. Its only a mater of time. At least for me drinking means death.
death o sweet death come to me asap. (hey maybee i could be a poet)

BASTARD