o yea almost forgot. i feel nothing anymore i say i love you to people and put on a pretty good act i think but deep down i feel nothing numb like my emotions are in a box and i pull them out for people to see when its expected. i do feel anger and tired most of the time but thats about anymore. i just baught a new motorcycle and i dont even feel joy or happy about it just another utility to be delt with.
NUMB BASTARD