im a bastard and i cant spell

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

the wife called me on the way to my volenter gig just to hear my voice she is so sweet and inocent i love her so much. just as i was hanging up my gf called and wanted to meet me and spend som time w me. I love her too. We had a good time together for a little while and i went back to her place for a while she said she wanted to f me but was still bleeding. I really was tired after my shift and well she blew my brains out the night before. doing family stuff tnight. mybee i'll get killed in a car wreck on the way home from work today and all will be over

Friday, February 23, 2007

got home last night and found the power out so i proceded to get the generator running and all that shit cooked dinner on the grill feed the family and got the neighbors generator running right as well went to the store to get som propain and other shit got a called the wife and said i was going to shower at a friends, she said hurry as the new neighbors has to get there gen hooked up as well. Well the friend was my girl friend and i went to her house and showered and huged on her for a while. she was on the rag but was very gratful for the hug, i split after a while to go and hook up yet another gen. nice guy right! yes even my wife said what a good guy i am for helping the wido next door and the new neighbors. Spent most of the night feeling guilty and not sleeping. I am such a Bastard.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

well well well its all the same bullshit family shit fucking my gf on and on and on

Friday, February 02, 2007


wellllll wellll welll i havnt postes for a while cus nothn has changed I went to fla over christmas break the gf was pissed but i acted insane and she took me back and yes once again had me striped and hugging her in less than an hour. Couldent f her because i had a testicle infection (it really hurt)the Dr said its like any other type of infection and gave me som antibotics. it went away in about 10 days. The wife couldent wait so i fucked her with a condom on. That was wierd after not wearing one for so long. i really wanna drink lately i even used the ol trick tthe other day stoping at a store and getting a bag of chips and a soda as a reward for not drinking. 1 step away from the bottle is all it is. I wish i could say the sex with either sucked but it dosent its gread differnt but both great. I was worried/wishing that the testi infection was like a cancer or somthning so i would die but no such luck. Lots more lies lots more fucking lots more bullshit and im still a BASTARD