james2285

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im a bastard and i cant spell

Saturday, August 23, 2025

22 & 23 August

 Just days going by. My darkness has turned to nothingness. Princess made me a yummy birthday cake and that was very nice. Michael came over and that was nice as well.  Mowed lawns and did a pump. 

Thursday, August 21, 2025

21 August

 Grandkids are effin weird. 

Trip home was uneventful. 

Wednesday, August 20, 2025

20 August

 Grandkids day in New Baltimore. Staying 2 nights. 

Tuesday, August 19, 2025

19 August

 Preparing for travel to New Baltimore. 

Hate and darkness are so very real. 

Monday, August 18, 2025

18 August

 Preparing to mooch-docking in new Baltimore 

Went to old friends last night for dinner  he’s a blowhard Asshole but aren’t we all at some point. His wife is very sweet. The brats didn’t give me the 💩s like they used to  

I still hate myself but maybe a li’ll bit less today. 

Sunday, August 17, 2025

17 August

 Passed the camera at 6:57 am. 


I feel very small and hate myself very much. 


The goal post continues to move. I’m never going to be thin enough look good without a shirt on or treat her good enough for her to be satisfied. Everything just never seems good enough. Probably all in my head but at least I haven’t blown it off yet. 

Pump Pb&j smoothly after. 

Saturday, August 16, 2025

16 August

 The dark has grabbed me hard this time I’m trying to find the switch but I can’t seem to. I helped the princess wash the house and drove her to market but I’m in a dark place and hate myself very much right now. 


Saw the Goodyear blimp today.