Where to begin

I showed her son feeling and she laughed  

I talked about it cause I didn’t do it very well and she dismissed it  damm it I’m a shit person who has fooled everyone  

Didn’t fuck cause I was being a li’ll bitch  couple of nights 

I told her several times today I wanted to make love with her and was extra affectionate. She’s like aren’t you sore from working out. Goddammit working out isn’t there for its own sake it’s a thing to do to keep fucking. I almost said fine and rolled over. And so I fucked her she didn’t complain abu that big O. 

This all doesn’t make sense or even matter just marking time waiting on the death.