Wednesday

 I feel like shit and I think I’m going to ruin the small Christmas plans we do have. 

Tuesday

 A. V. S. P. The Princess came out until it got sticky and slow. 

Monday

 P. K. S. P. 

Sunday

 Pump. 

Trying to stay positive in the season. 

Saturday

 Picked up the produce did yoga. Effed off. 

Friday

 Just a day. 

Thursday

 Pump 

As I sit up in bed after a long hot shower in a warm bathroom my Princess is making protein smoothies I feel like like so well privileged. 

Wednesday

 Grandkids day. Started out well but turned to shit I

On the walk. Miles is such a manipulative little sod. I lose myself temper at him and he cried a lot but I ain’t related to him and I’m not talking his bullshit. 

Archie is teething and sick. I hope he doesn’t give me a cold for Christmas. 

Tuesday

 A. V. S. P. Then grandkids sick grandkids fuck. 

Monday

 P. K. S. P. 

Sunday

 Went to church to hear miles sing. 

Walked Daisy and the dogs. 

Saw Michael. 

Pump. 

Saturday

 Just a cold winter day. Picked up veggies. Didn’t do much maybe exercise later. 

Friday

 Took the Princess to A. V. 

Hopefully fixed the stove. 

11 December

 Pump

9 December

 Snow day. No grandkids. Moved lots o snow. Probably work out of some kind later. 

9 December

 A. V. S. P. 

Grandkids.  

8 December

 Yoga

Grandkids 

P. K. S. P. 

Grandkids still here with a very frazzled princess. 

7 December

 Grandkids sledding toboggans snow and kids. 

Pump 

Did the wife last night. Thought I might be done with that. My libido seems to be dropping lately. 

6 December

 The days just blend together and pass so fast. 

Shapes. 

The darkness is beginning I can feel it looming. I try to be bright it’s all an act some days. 

4 December

 Costco. Ordered part for the stove. Yoga. 

3 December

 Grandkids day. 

2 December

 Ripped one out and napped. 

Grandkids day after that. Bad grampa. 

1 December

 P. K. Opened yesterday so I’m back for Monday swing shift. Can’t say I’m quite ready for this season but here I am. Good day all together.