Tuesday

 A. V. S. P. Grandkids after. 

Monday

 P. K. S. P. Late home (that I didn’t know about) grandkids for some reason. 

Friday Cold as eff

 -9 f today 

Wednesday

 Grandkids day. 

Toboggan with Miles. Played with Archie. 

A. V. S. P.

 And grandkids 

P. K. S. P.

Sunday

 Just a normal day. Michael came and walked with the bull. We did a pump and I kept the water still. But dam I just got hit with a big wave. Tears will come later because I can’t cry and tell the Princess now can I. 

I’ve stayed upright because of projects and YouTube shorts. Now to sleep per chance to dream. 

Saturday

 A. V. S. P. Extra shift 

Friday

 Subbing for Craig @A. V. 

Trying very hard to keep my head above the waves. 

Waves

 Just about keeping the waves from knocking me down. Watching a lot of short videos on YouTube it renders linear thinking down. The waves still hit hard. Am I stronger now or has time helped scab me over?  

Princess is beautiful and I’m grateful for her. 

Sad day

 12 years ago she went out on a very cold and icy night to take pi to trash bins. (Fuck I call them trash bins now not garbage cans). And she died right in the driveway. 

WHY! Why her? Why not me?  I guess survivors guilt runs very deep. 

Tuesday

 A. V. S. P. Maybe princess will come out. 

Monday

 P. K. S. P. Bri came out beautiful conditions ride pretty well. 

Wednesday

 Feeling pretty good. 

Patrolling Monday at P. K. Was amazing Bri came out and we rode well. 

Tuesday was great snow at A. V. But rainy. Gotta find a way to stiffen up my soft boots. 

Princess must be feeling better she wanted my service last night. Nice!!!👍 

Sunday

 

I’m about 99% better  princess is still sick but getting better  

Yoga, 

fixed the lower oven with an igniter coil.