Wednesday

 Woke up way too early. There are no waves for the past few days but I feel like a dam is being filled behind me. Like the spillways have been closed and the only release will be catastrophic. That is very negative I know but it’s what it feels like at the moment. 

Grandkids day. Hopefully I can keep myself together. 

The spillways are leaking and the Dan is cracking a bit. 

Tuesday

 I think I lost my knife. FUCK!

Sunday

 Pump 

Picked up Miles. Perfect weather. We probably showed her the best time a kid could have. Ice cream,swimming, kayaking and a campfire with hotdogs and s’mores. And two doting grandparents with him. 

I enjoyed the day as well. 

Saturday

 Morning. N. G. L. I’ve verry much landed on my feet with the Princess. She’s very good for me and a. Wonderful woman and wife. I don’t believe I live a charmed life but I do okay. I’m reading a book that’s dredging up old memories of building my house a first engaged to Patty. I made a few mistakes then but only because I was being penny wise and pound foolish. I might get that right someday. Aerial’s water heater bypass fittings. I’m going to try and be the best person and husband and father figure I can be. One day at a time. 

Thursday

 Smoke from the Canadian wildfires is pretty bad. 

Yoga. Might paddle later. 

Wednesday

 Grandkids day. I must admit watching miles act like a typical big brother drives my fucking crazy. Childhood trauma I suppose. 

P. S. Princess rode me like a rented Harley last night. Just fucking awesome. I love her so very much. 

Friday

 Pump 

worked on the Aerial. I don’t know how people can afford rv’ s if they can’t work on them. 

Thursday

Went to Marie’s garage sale. 

Mowed lawn 

Worked on camper