22 February

 Marking time. 

Although I did the Princess before getting out of bed this morning. I owe her one but dang that felt good. 

21 February

 Today was all about taking Miles roller skating. I’m feeling a little put upon as we seem to be the only ones teaching him to read write build things roller skating skiing scooting riding  bicycles tobogganing etc. I know that I should be proud to be involved in his life. So I only share this on this forum. For fucks sake what do the other grandparents do with him?

20 February

 Pump. 

Went to L. A. Cafe with Maggie and Pat. 

19 February

 Miles day took him t A. V.  He rode the sunset chair for the first time. 👍 

18 February

 A. V. S. P. 

17 February

 P. K. S. P. 

16 February

 Lots of snow ❄️ 

Pump 

15 February

 10 years I’ve been married to my Princess. WOW that time has passed quickly. Still madly in love with her  most if not all our arguments are based in my own mind  which is still a weird and scary place to be    But I’m reasonably happy and actually a pretty good husband  

Took Miles to Disney on if he seemed to enjoy it. Princess was kinda weird a Glennis like but we all had a good time. 

14 February

 Princesss’ gift was underwhelming but at least it was noteworthy. 

She went to lunch with a friend and acted hurt that I was going to the ski hill. Like I’m supposed to sit at home with the dogs on a beautiful day. Fuck it maybe I’m reading too much into it. 

Good day otherwise. 

13 February

Bit of snow 

 Stuart was over early. 

Daisy and co came for a play. 

Pump. 

Got fellated in the shower. Might eff er later. 

Walking time. 

Chill evening. 

12 February

 Miles day.

No skiing. 

10 /11 February

 P. K. S. P. 

A. V. S. P. 

Miles afterwards 

9 February

 Not much of a day. 

8 February

 The only things I’ve really got to remember is  

I have a good life. 

A lovely wife who loves me.

Good children  

Grandchildren who adore me. 

And friends who’ve stood by me. 

Then why does it all feel hollow and could blow away at any time?  

Why does it feel like I’ve fooled everyone into believing I’m a good person?

7 February

 Pump. Not much else. 

6 February

 Lather rinse repeat. 

5 February

 Took Miles home and stayed for the day to help out. Took Miles for a haircut. Sat around mostly but Princess was helpful. 

4 February

 A. V. S. P. 

Princess brought Miles out in the afternoon. He did very well. He had a low simmering cold but we have him overnight. 

3 February

 P. K. S. P. Foggy then rain. Brian came out. 

2 February

 Costco 

Pump doom scrolling about the state of the country economy and world. 

1 February

 Produce @ depot park. 

Split some firewood 🪵 

Kroger 

Michael dropped by. 

Yoga